NaMe: EddiE
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Officially sick now.


Got up this morning,
supposed to go jogging with Chi Yan.

BUT!!

Was too ill to get outta bed so I just msged her 2 tell her I couldn't make it,
straight from my bed.

God, you gotta love modern day tech sometimes =P




So, ended up I spent most of today sleeping.
My toothache isn't as bad already, tho its still there.
But still, my fever doesnt seem to be getting better.
And the sorethroat is just annoying.


All thanks to my dad.. ==''
Why?
Because of his one puff of smoke.

Yesterday in Parkson,
he blew a big puff of cigarette smoke in my face.
And the whole time after that my nsoe was tingled.


So when I got home, I kept sneezing till my throat became sore.
And then, automatically sorethroat brings fever.
See how my equation adds up?

I told him before many countless times,
I can't stand smoke.
I'm practically ALLERGIC to smoke!!

But no, he just won't listen.
And get this.
He doesn't believe 2nd-hand smoke is worse than 1st hand smoke.
That's why he thinks we're just fine.


Seriously messed up right?


Sigh.
Better not waste so much time blogging about him and my illness.
I've gotta rest u and get well, hopefully by tomorrow.



I've still got a story to complete, a rap song to write, a forum to prepare, and a research to do.
Most of this is required to be done by this week!!
Actually, wednesday.
Except the research.

So u see my problem here.


Anyway, better get back to bed.
I've been on the bed all day today.
But if I wanna get well, I'd better try to force myself to sleep again.

Night all!!

Labels: my life, sick, toothache

Toothaching...
Fuck la.


So damn annoying and pain...
Getting a bonus migraine becoz of it too.
Gonna sleep soon.
Can't stand it.


Today is like Coincidence Day??
At dinner, bumped into Chan Zhi Hua and Emerial Loo.
When in Parkson, bumped into Cheah Weng Kit.

Then while walking around there, saw Chan Hiang Huan too.
And anotehr SMKSS guy tht i cnt remember his name.

Then,
i was jogging with Chi Yan this morning too.
And yesterday, while I was waiting for the bus at Pyramid,
Yu Jia drove past me lol.


Seems that I'm meeting lots of ppl these 2 days.
Wonder when will the day come when I can no longer recognize any of them.
Sigh.

Labels: family, friends, my life, pics, toothache

I can't believe it.

Michael Jackson actually is gone.
No longer existing on this earth.
Well, his alive kinda life is gone I mean.

But technically, he will live on in the hearts of all his fans.
Forever the King of Pop.







I personally wasn't much of a Michael Jackson crazed fan,
but I did like some of his music and dance moves.
And I guess when I heard that he had died this morning on the news,
due to cardiac arrest (a.k.a. heart attack) I was shocked!


I felt like a part of me was... gone.
Like it or not, he was part of my childhood.
And now that he died, I feel like part of my childhood is gone with him.


Now I KNOW I'm old when I can say that!! xDD


Anyway,
long live the King of Pop, Michael Jackson.
May he rest in peace.


And his family, live a healthy and happy life.


I'm certain there will never be another Michael Jackson in this world again.
No one as unique and close enough to what he was no matter what they tried.
So, I salute Michael Jackson for that.

Labels: michael jackson

A day without internet access and I feel so dead!!!


Thank God it wasn't serious.
Probably my modem was having a freaky moment.
Hmm...


But anyways,
loaads happened last two days but I didn't get to update much.
Yet now, I'm soooo busy with my college stuff.
So I'm not gonna elaborate. Much.
I think.


Anyway,
back to things.
Erm, ahh...
Tuesday!!

I went to the Dentist in the morning!!!
Boy, was that scary.

I mean, I havent been to the dentist since my last baby teeth..
errr..
so long ago!!



And now, going back there, it felt... weird.

Labels: clothes, college, dentist, my life

Labels: results

Argh, so damn...
So damn...

Wow.
I don't even know how to describe what I'm feeling anymore!!
That's.. that's... That.
Lol.


Ah, I think I've fried my brain or something.
Forget about it.


Anyway,
been copying my notes for Wed's quiz.
And its completed!!

All I've gotta do by tomorrow is look through it,
and write a speech by tomorrow night for my presentation on Wed.
Sounds easy?
I hope so.


I've gotta channel my inner-Oprah hahaha!!


Right.
So, here's a movie that's coming out in theaters soon.
My Sister's Keeper.
it seems to be a very emotional and powerful story.

I think it definitely will be worth watching.
I mean, the trailer itself got me slightly teary-eyed, especially from 1:51 onwards.
ONLY SLIGHTLY!!! xDD

Labels: busy, movies, my life, video

Today's visit back to school was certain something.
I went back with Mei Yee in the afternoon.

Got to meet and chat with all my ex-teachers.
And it was nice seeing them again while they chatted with me.
To be honest, I really miss them.


And high school life!!


I would go back to SPM now if it allowed me to.
But sadly, time goes on,
just as life does.


And as usual, I didn't get to see Pn.Chan (Economy) and Cik Shariza (Science) again!!
Those two teachers are always M.I.A.
Sigh.


But I think I enjoyed talking to Pn. Wong, Pn.Yap, Cik Lee, and Pn.Tan the most.
The four of them were very fun to talk with.
I dunno how to describe it.


It was just.
A great feeling being back there and talking to them again.



I think I'm repeating what I'm saying?
Lolz.
Nvm.
Ignore all this.


But another cool thing was that I got to eat my canteen food again!!
Cheap and yummy.
How could you not miss that??!! xD


The only thing that I didn't like about going back,
was that I felt like I WAS back in high school again.

17 again hahahahaha.
Seriously!!!


I felt like my personality was trying to switch back to the way it was back then.
And I tried so hard to keep that from happening.
I have no intentions whatsoever of going back to my quiet and low-self esteemed self.

And being observed by all didn't help!!
It was like being a walking museum.


All the students would be looking at me,
and I'd feel like I'm beingjudged for every move I make.
Because they will want to see what have I become after I left school.
Haha.

That's peer presure for ya!!



Oh well,
again, I say,
it was nice going back.


Hopefully I get to go back again soon.
Though the next time I go back, Pn.Wong won't be there.
She'll be transfering to SMK Bukit Jalil next week.


Sob.
But, I guess change is inevitable.
And I can always visit her during CNY!! =)

Labels: my life, school

Argh.
Seriously.
Toothaches are NOT FUN.


I've had it nagging me for a few weeks already but I haven't done anything with it yet.
I've gotta eat stuff with the left side of my mouth lately.
If I use my right side,
it kills.

But these two days, apparently its beginning to ache even when I don't bug it.


Mom says she'll make an appointment with the dentist next Tuesday.
So, here I go.


I can't even remember the last time I even saw a dentist.
If not mistaken, the last time I went was when I removed my last baby tooth!!
Hope I don't have any fears towards Dentists that I used to have!!


I don't think so.
Unless they r gonna pull something out!!
Yikes!!

Labels: toothache

Lol, I am soooo lazy to type anything now.
I'm just gonna say a few things and leave u guys with some pics i took these 2 days.
PS: No colorful words today!!! No mood to change the font color...


Right.
So these two days, as u all have guessed, have been exhausting!!
I mean, right now, its all I can do to stay awake for a while longer!!
So glad this week is over!!!


I've gotta start preparing for my speech this weekend coz its gonna begin on nex Wed.
Then I've gotta prepare and find info for my upcoming public speaking forum.

I've got the topic already.
"Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus".
Heard the book before?

Well, I'm just using the name.
Coz my topic is about understanding the opposite sex.
Interesting huh?

Tho I still have no idea whre to find the info,
I'll try... despite having soooo much....
Help.


Sigh.
Exhaustion kicking in.
Seriously!!!

And I've been spending today in college since morning,
and went to Midvalley with Amy to meet W.Keat and Eng Khong after class ended.
Went hunting for my prom clothes,
and saw a pretty awesome piece of clothes for my prom!!




Tho its two pieces of clothing,
its quite expensive so I'm not sure if I shud get it.
Plus now, I feel like there's something better I havent seen yet.
So I'll probably search sumore.


Just told Chi Yan that won't be jogging tomorrow morning.
Coz I doubt I'll be able to get up.
Too tired today!!


So that's all of my post for today.
Enjoy the photos and a good night to you all!!

Labels: assignments, clothes, friends, my life, pics

Arghhhhh!!!
Stressed!!!


And I had to open my big mouth and say this semester was going to be easy.
My God!!

All my assignments are piling up starting today!!


24th June
- Public Speaking (Informative Speech)

2nd July
- English Composition Assignment (Rap) - yes... i have to rap like, a rap song!!

3rd July
- English Composition Assignment (Story)

8th July
- Public Speaking (Forum) - gotta do a forum in front of a large audience!!

Then,
10th July.... PROM!!!!! Weeeeee~!!

16th July
- English Composition (Research Paper presentation)
- Public Speaking (Persuasive Speech)

17th July
- English Composition (Presentation con't and Research Paper due date)



All of this shall be completed within the next ONE MONTH!!!
Fuck la!!!

Dunno how the hell am I suppose to prepare for all this.
Oh and I almost forgot!!!
I still have 3 more Public Speaking Quizzes, and 1 Eng Comp Quiz.
I duno when will it be, but we're definitely finishing it around this month too.
Reli sucks la!!!


I'm sooooo not rdy for the first speech next wed!!!


Sigh.
Today I felt soo overwhelmed.
So tired and exhausted.

Luckily, HE didn't follow me on the way back today.
A blessing!!!

And I got back home by 5.30pm and got rdy to go meet Chi Yan for jogging again.
But today, surprisingly, we were both very quiet.

I guess both of us weren't in a gud mood today.

We jogged silently, occasionally speaking.
And I even, at one point,
started to jog faster and she lagged behind me.

In the end, we were jogging on our own.
Despite that, it was very relaxing somehow.
I felt calm as I jogged in the silence,
while the wind blew on and I could feel myself actually exercising!!

Though, the squashed dead little bird on the road didnt help.
I didn't look too closely but i think I saw its brain....
Ewww!!


Anyway,
it was just a nice day to jog.
By the time I was done jogging,
I had left all my problems behind.
Temporarily.


And when I got home,
I just surfed the net while watching tv with my mom, bro n sis.
Yes, I know.
I'm such a multitasker!! xD


Anyways,
that's my day.
Oh, and later on tonight,
or should I say just recently a few moments ago,
I was webcaming with Natalie.

My cousin who is studying in UTAR Kampar now.
If u read older posts,
I used to refer her as Yee Jhien, my long lost cousin from my dad's side,
who studied in the same secondary school as I did,
who lives just 5mins walk down the road from my hse,
who I didn't know existed until last CNY!!!


Haha.
Anyway, considered we know of each others existence now la.
We chatted for quite some time.
It was nice.


Anyway,
a rough day at college was helped along with a little jog with friends,
and a chat with my cousin.

These past 2 weeks,
many funny and unexpected things seem to be happening.

Take today for instance.
Yesterday my mood was pretty down.
I was stressed out by the whole organizing the prom thing.
Had to handle to money and friends that would be coming.
And everyone was rushing me to do stuff.

Sigh.
I've been thinking about going to sing k all day to release my stress edi.
Since music is the key to my joy lately.
But then, I thought about the money I would waste then forgot about it.
Temporarily.


Then,
somewhere around 1am in the morning while chatting with Amy,
she asked if I wanted to sing k.
So, obviously I said yes!!
It only cost me rm11.50 including food and drinks.
And got to sing for 4hrs!!

Haha.
So worth it.
I'm all stress-less now!!
Totally unexpected that I would actually be able to go n sing k today.



Thanks Proffy 4 teman me 2day!!! XDD





Anyway,
that's just today.
Somewhere last week,
I found out something both funny,
and unexpected.

I remember I was taking out the garbage,
when my mom asked me "Are you trying to kau (woo) chi yan?"

Honestly,
I was sleepy but once she asked me that,
I was like WTF?!!

I asked her why she would suddenly ask me that,
and then she said my aunt, Sara's mom, had asked her.



Lol.
My cute and funny aunt.
I should've known. XD
My mom said she told my aunt tht she didn't think so la,
but said if it were true, she wouldn't mind a daughter-in-law like that de...

Oh fuck...
What the hell la!!!
That was so god damn embarrassing and weird to hear from my mom...



So the next day,
I cornered Sara when I went over 2 her place.
I thought that she, siew lin and lydia were gossipping alot that night they stayed over.
So her mom might have heard them gossip and misunderstood.

But she told me that she didn't mention anything about me that night.
Then I realised what happened.
I invited Sara out with me and Chi Yan that day (look at previous posts).

At the time,
we hadn't confirmed Win Jiun to be joining us yet.
So when Sara asked for permission to go out,
my aunt must have thought that it was just the 2 of us lol!!!!


Damn hillarious.
And the unexpected shock didn't just end there.


A few days ago,
I went jogging with Chi Yan and on the way back to the car near her house,
I saw her dad outside the porch.
As I was going into the car awhile Chi Yan was talking to me,
I saw her dad look at me with a weird expression.


I didn't what it was until Chi Yan told me the next day,
that her mom told her that her dad suspected that her and I were together!!!
I was caught by surprise again.


Seriously.
Can't two best friends spend more time together?
I mean, we never spent much time in the past few months,
but since we were free I thought jogging would be good for me,
and I'd get to meet up with her more.


But I never expected this kinda reaction from our families!! XDD


Sigh.
Goes to show that guys and girls can't ever become best friends,
without being misunderstood for being more than just friends.
Swt, unbelievable!!




Kay then.
There's more unexpected news that popped up recently!!
It was either yesterday or the day before.

I was just chatting with mom about random stuff about life.
Then I forgot what topic were we on,
but then she told me that I used to be left-handed when I was young.

Smack.
Right on the face!!
I can't believe I never knew about myself being a lefty!!!
How many more surprises can a guy get?!


She said I used to always hold stuff and draw with my left hand,
but because Chinese believed that if a child uses their left hand or sthn I think,
you had to teach them to change the habit and use their right hand.

So my parents, following tradition at the time,
kept teaching me to use my right hand.
Until I got used to it.


So now,
I'm a righty instead of a lefty because of that.
I have to say,
I'm a bit lost for expressions right now.

I'm not really sure if it was a good thing or a bad thing.

Because, I feel a bit frustrated that once again,
I know that my parents were trying to change who I am.
And I don't like that at all.

I've never liked anyone who tried to change me from being myself unless I willingly do so.
I know my parents didn't do it on purpose.
But that still doesn't make me feel any better about it either.

And also,
I don't know how being a lefty would affect me either.
I mean, I udnerstand that every single small change in a person's life,
can greatly affect how that person grows up to be.

Some of you may not think so and think I'm making a big deal of this,
but believe me.
Every word that anyone from history has said counts.
No matter how insignificant.

So, that's why I wonder if I could have been a differnt person.
Have a different personality and stuff if I were a lefty.
But then again,
it could be worse than the life I have now as a righty!!


Lolz.
So, the end this problem,
I say be thankful with what I already have and shut up.
What's done is done.

Labels: friends, my life, sing k, swt

I'm curious.
How can a person be so at peace, active and happy one day,
and be so frustrated, emo, restless and tired the next day???!!



Its just not right!
Sigh.
Today, I am seriously full of thoughts.
I am tired AND full of thoughts.

What are those thoughts?
Sadly, I can only manage to figure out a few.
Though I can feel more problems that are frustrating me,
I can't seem to isolate them.

Making me a very dangerous driver today.
When Iwas out going to jog with Chi Yan this evening,
I felt like I havent drove a car before.

I was just too swarmed with thoughts.
Luckily I pushed it all out as I was driving,
though not completely.



Anyway,
exhausted.
All day!!

I mean,
normally I can do around 30-60 push-ups a day (split into 2 times a day ofcoz!),
before actually feeling tired.
But today,
after 20 rounds I'm already feeling the exhaustion.

Only managed 30 times today.
Sigh.

Maybe I'll try to add a few more times before I sleep later.



Dunno why but these days I'm being motivated even more to have a healthy lifestyle.
I wanna exercise and get fit.
I wanna be able to have more stamina and breath,
so I can sing better hahaha!!


And definitely, be healthy for the sake of BEING HEALTHY!!



Hmm...
Hopefully this keeps up and I can maintain my exercise routine.
I wonder how long it will take before I start getting that fit bod haha!!
Hopefully before Prom this July!!

Prom...
Soooooo nid 2 get the money and clothes!!!
And I'm not gonan wear a tux for sure...
So I'm gonna need to figure out what else I can wear there.
I am open to suggestions!!
(But no1 tell me wear like presentation kinda formal clothes k?!)


Hmmmm...
So much on my mind now.
I've gotta get myself to bed earlier.
Prevent all my thoughts.


And my self-confidence and self-esteem seem to be taking a beating lately.
AGAIN!!

I had thought I'd dealt with that already.
But apparently not.
Sigh.


Tomorrow is better day. I hope.

Labels: emo, my life, venting

Today was a rather good day.
I woke up early with Sara to go joggin with Chi Yan this morning.

It took quite awhile to get up since I was coaching Sara's singing til almost 2am!!
But still, managed to go jog with Chi Yan around 8.30am until 10am.


Then,
I suddenly felt like buying breakfast,
so me and Sara drove off to OUG market.

And I really seemed to have forgotten how cheap food can be!!!
I bought those "Mang Zhang Kuih" (lol, like thick triangle shaped brown nut-filled cake),
around 5 pieces,
and it only cost me rm4!!!!
And the fried kuey teow only cost rm1.50!!!!


Amazing!!
I could eat rm4 evryday like that and be stuffed,
but if I used rm4 around my college area,
I'd probably wont even be able to get half a burger...
Stupid noob ass prices. =.=''


And then on the way back to the car,
I met Jacqueline Low from my primary and secondary days.
Haha.
Didn't expect it.




Then,
went home.
Spent the rest of the morning/afternoon online.
Took a nap around 5pm.
And woke up for dinner at 7.30pm.


Had western food for dinner!!!
Though couldnt finish most of it today.
Dunno why I'm so lacking in appetite today.


But anyways,
took a quick shower and rushed out to meet Chi Yan and gang for Yum Cha session.
But when I reached there,
Guan and Jiun were edi outside waiting for me,
telling me everyone wasnt there yet.




So I spent the next 1/2hr waiting with them while trying to call Chi Yan.
But her phone was unreachable.
Damn.


But in the end,
she managed to call me and ask me where were WE?!!!
Turns out they all were already inside waiting for us.
They had pretty much finished eating too.

I was soooooooooooooo embarrased!!!
Hahahahhahaha.




But overall, I find that the night was quite fun.
Even though I don't know the guys that well,
I managed to mix with most of them.


Choon How the most of all haha.
Since we do contact every now and then through Facebook :P
And it didn't hurt that we were Psychology buddies wakakakakakaka!!!

Let's just say that the whole night,
we all pretty much talked about loads of crap and was the noisiest bunch in the entire place!!


But I felt bad for Wei Guan and Win Jiun.
They didn't know that there were other guys coming.
And they didnt talk to the others much.

Wei Guan didn't talk to Chi Yan at all the whole time!
And he and Win Jiun left early.


Sigh.


Anyway,
the night was okay.
I was used to being quiet and listening to conversations so it was not boring to me at all.
And then, including my newly learned social skills,
I managed to join in most of their conversations as well.


Overall,
awesome day.


Dunno why but today has been considered to be,
for me, one of those days with perfect weather, perfectly smooth, and perfect overall day.
Haha.

Labels: friends, good day, my life, yum cha

Heyy all!!
I've got quite some stuff going on lately,
though nothing too important.

Just some random complaints and stressful college stuff.
I'd rather not be reminded of them.




But anyways.
I'm gonna introduce someone to you guys here.


International singing phenomenon,
Charice Pempengco! (Charice, said as in, \ch(a)-ri-ce\)
Age 17 this year.
Amazing vocalist that is able to sing songs better than Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, and even the most current, Beyonce!!!

She's been singing since she was 4yo, and began joining singing competitions when she was around 7 or 8yo.
Charice has probably been in over 80 competitions her whole life.
And she has given all the prize money to support her family. (awwww!!!!)

She was founded through a video of her singing in Youtube,
and was later invited to sing in various guestshows.


In recent years,
she's been invited to sing together with A-list singers all over the world, like Andrea Bocelli (Italy), Kyu Hyun (frm Korean ultimate boyband Super Junior), Lena Park (Korean American R&B singer), and other famous celebrity singers like Celine Dion, Michael Buble, and Josh Groban!!




Sounds awesome right?
Honestly, I've heard of her quite a long time ago.
But then, I forgot about her.
But in the past few days, I heard her sing again and became instantly mesmerised again.


I truly feel that she is inspirational!!
Especially to me!!
She is the person that actually makes me feel that dreams really do come true!!

And to add to that,
the emotions she show in her songs,
and the vocal abilities she is able to show,
AMAZING!!




Anyway,
enough talking and more watching.
I've got TWO videos from youtube here.

First video shows Charice singing "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion from the movie Titanic, in The Oprah Show.




Second video shows her singing two songs.
First song is "Listen" by Beyonce from the movie Dreamgirls and the other song is "I Will Survive", a very famous oldie song but modernized by Charice herself!!



Just listen to her sing!!!!Amazing.

Labels: amazing, oprah, video

Hmm, seem to be getting lazy to blog lately.
Must be to do with the fact that college is starting to stress me out again.


I can feel the pimples on my forehead coming back!!!
Curse you stress!!!!


Anyway,
will update soon.
And sorry about the Genting Photos.
I was suppose to upload them sooner but I kept postponing.
If you can't wait, go check em out at my Facebook or Friendster.


I've just finished preparing my introductory speech for tomorrow's Public Speaking class so I hope I don't mess up or get nervous tomorrow...

Labels: college, my life

Today was pretty awesome!!!
Well, dunno la.
Maybe it was just my mood.

Nothing much special did happen,
but I still feel awesome.
And tired.

But mostly awesome. =)


Why?
Coz I got to go out with Chi Yan and Win Jiun today.
Oh, and with Sara, Siew Lin and Lydia too.

Though once we got onto the bus,
it was as if we had automatically split into SMKSS gang and SMKTD gang.
Me, Win Jiun and Chi Yan stood on one side,
while the others stood on their own side.


And even when we got to Sunway Pyramid,
we still stuck to our own groups.
I did try to walk in between sometimes,
trying to patch up the group,
but failed.


So, we just walked and chatted among ourselves until we got to buying the movie tickets.
Since the movies we wanted to watch clashed,
We decided to split up and watch diff movies.

Win Jiun didn't wanna watch movies so it was just me and Chi Yan,
watching Angels and Demons.

Then Sara and gang watched Terminator Salvation.


And since we hadn't eaten much that morning,
and the movies were starting so soon,
we went in search for food.


Finally,
stopping at Waffle World,
we sat and ordered.
PS: I ordered the Blueberry Pancake, which was sooooo filling!!

Labels: friends, movies, my life, outing