Me. My Life. And Crap.



Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 11:50 PM: Caution: Extremely Boring Entry
(You have been warned...)


Its not the Melaka trip dissapointment thing.
I've gotten over it.

Its not absolutely cancelled but it might as well be since Vivian isnt going now.
I think I might break the bad news to Sara n V.Shian 2moro.
Gotta get Aunty Judy to cancel reservations as well.
Well yeah.
I feel bad about doing THAT to them...

But that isn't why..
Why i'm feeling so down today.
So empty.
So confused.
So lost.

Ugh.
Stinkin' Facebook quiz.
Yet true.
My mind IS like a forest.


Too bad I can't burn this forest down easily without killin myself in the process...
Sigh...

I duno la.
Just feeling a bit lost here.
Been exposed to some stuff of dreams and thoughts that are so hard to reach.
Yet some are reachable but I just won't budge.
And I guess being exposed to all this has given me a lot to think about lately.
And I just wish all these problems didn't exist.


Oh how many times have I cursed my mind for being soooooo....
Wild!!
Imaginative!!
Why can't I just stay dull and listen to what others say and just join the crowd.

But no, I've gotta be the guy who wants to live his dream.
To want stuff thats too good for him.
To think too much only to wake up realising that its something thats out of reach.
Merely a dream.

As much as they say anything is possible if u try,
I really think that sometimes life just doesn't go with this saying.
Sigh.


I'm being negative.
Don't mind what I say all.
Don't take it to heart.


I'm just... Venting.


I'll get over it.
Eventually.

And I will survive. **I can already hear the chorus singing**




So anyway,
I watched The Hannah Montana Movie just now.
Haha.

I bet ur thinking,
"Hannah Montana??? That Disney channel show has a movie??"
Well, I have to say, its much different from the show.

It has its fair share of laughs but more towards learning great life lessons.
And just watching this movie,
I have learned something. (Yes!! Its a miracle right?)

Not to mention catch a few great songs along the way!!


Anyway,
You can learn quite a few things from this movie.
But what I learned, haha, well...

You probably would have to be me,
going through a certain thing I'm going through now,
to understand or even catch a glimpse of what I learnt.
Some may say if i told them, that thats not a lesson!!

But it is to me hahaha!!!
So there.



Eish,
I hate myself these 2 days...
I'm going all Emo n mushy lol... =.=''


Someone pls wake me up...


Right,
back to real life.
I've read Chelsie's blog just now and saw that my college is organizing a prom night.
On the 10th of July.
At Berjaya Times Square.
Rm85 per person.

And if u book 1 table for 10ppl, its rm750. (which means abt rm75 per ppl only)


I soooooo wanna go!!!
But,
a few things to consider.


1st,
money.
Rm75 or 85, its still quite a sum of money.

2nd,
who to go with.
Oh, the everlasting question.
What's a Prom if u go alone?
I might as well take that money and go shopping and sing k xDD

3rd,
clothes.
What do I wear.
Certainly not that crap I wore to Sara's IU Night last year!!
That was horrible now thinking back!! (refering to the clothes)
I need something classy, stylish, in-trend, and something I won't just wear once and dump it into my closet for the next century.


If these 3 probs can be solved,
then whoopdie doo!

If not,
I'll just wait for photos to be uploaded and I'll just look at them via cyberspace..



Tis the sad
life of a loner...

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