Me. My Life. And Crap.



Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 10:45 PM: Thinking Too Much!!
I'm curious.
How can a person be so at peace, active and happy one day,
and be so frustrated, emo, restless and tired the next day???!!



Its just not right!
Sigh.
Today, I am seriously full of thoughts.
I am tired AND full of thoughts.

What are those thoughts?
Sadly, I can only manage to figure out a few.
Though I can feel more problems that are frustrating me,
I can't seem to isolate them.

Making me a very dangerous driver today.
When Iwas out going to jog with Chi Yan this evening,
I felt like I havent drove a car before.

I was just too swarmed with thoughts.
Luckily I pushed it all out as I was driving,
though not completely.



Anyway,
exhausted.
All day!!

I mean,
normally I can do around 30-60 push-ups a day (split into 2 times a day ofcoz!),
before actually feeling tired.
But today,
after 20 rounds I'm already feeling the exhaustion.

Only managed 30 times today.
Sigh.

Maybe I'll try to add a few more times before I sleep later.



Dunno why but these days I'm being motivated even more to have a healthy lifestyle.
I wanna exercise and get fit.
I wanna be able to have more stamina and breath,
so I can sing better hahaha!!


And definitely, be healthy for the sake of BEING HEALTHY!!



Hmm...
Hopefully this keeps up and I can maintain my exercise routine.
I wonder how long it will take before I start getting that fit bod haha!!
Hopefully before Prom this July!!

Prom...
Soooooo nid 2 get the money and clothes!!!
And I'm not gonan wear a tux for sure...
So I'm gonna need to figure out what else I can wear there.
I am open to suggestions!!
(But no1 tell me wear like presentation kinda formal clothes k?!)


Hmmmm...
So much on my mind now.
I've gotta get myself to bed earlier.
Prevent all my thoughts.


And my self-confidence and self-esteem seem to be taking a beating lately.
AGAIN!!

I had thought I'd dealt with that already.
But apparently not.
Sigh.


Tomorrow is better day. I hope.



What is up with me??

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