Me. My Life. And Crap.



Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 11:42 PM: Double feature
Been quite lazy to blog for the past few days.
Lazy.
And tired that is.

Must be the heatwave I guess..
Making me so frustrated lately, more than usual.


Anyway,
just to catch you guys up on my past events,
Mother's Day.

Lol.
Didn't reli get to celebrate with my mom since I was out with Catherine, See Ling n Alicia all day.
We went to sing at RedBox but got ripped off!!
Only sang for 2 hours then got chased out of the place.
Swt.


But I did manage to buy some chocolates for my mom.
Haha.
Boy, was she happy when she saw me n bro's presents.

Turns out my bro bought her chocolates too.
So she had like 5 kinds of chocolates to choose from in the end xD

Too bad my sis didnt get her anything.
Otherwise maybe she might have had more...



Friends...

A friend.
Hmm.
I guess I've always had the wrong understanding towards this term.


A real friend is someone who shares with and helps you through your good and bad times.
They are the ones who pick u up when u r feeling down, or bring u higher when u already feel on top of the world.

A real friend,
isn't just someone who finds u because they need someone to be with them.
A real friend is someone who wants to be with u... just because!!

They are the ones who will accept ur crititisms and also point out ur flaws,
argue with u,
and yet at the end of the day,
still be there for you.


Oh and btw,
the title as a friend isn't earned by how long you know a person.
I can know a person for my whole life and I'd probably could never call tht person a friend.


If a person only comes to you for help or just to find someone to express their frustration,
but never listens to you,
or just maybe throw in a few sighs or words and then goes back to their own probs,
then their probably not your friend.


All this while,
I thought that as long as u noe the person,
meet them a lot,
spend time with them,
then you're called friends.


But honestly,
even if they treat u as their friend,
because u help or listen to them,
you may not feel the same way.


Have you ever felt like u were trying to evade a person that annoyed u alot?
A friend maybe?

But why would u avoid the person, if they reli were ur friend?



I dunno..
I guess I've just recently realised that I've called some ppl my friends for all the wrong reasons...
Don't worry by the way to my fellow blog readers haha!!
I still consider u guys friends since ur willing to come n listen to my gud n bad times here. xD



Anyway,
I just hope that I can find more real friends coz they are hard to find.

And I wanna give a shoutout to some of these friends.


Chin Kuan!!

Lol, we havent met a lot this 2 years...
But we still keep in touch..
And we still have memories that no one else will ever know of.
And most importantly, we accept each other for who we are.
Glad to know u bro!!


Vee Shian!!

I'll say this.
U can be such an asshole sometimes.
Well, most of the time. xD
But I've known u since we were kids and I can say,
although some may not understand why I can stand beside u and not feel like running,
but I just tell them to me, ur practically family.
Ur an ass, but hell.
I don't give a damn.
I accepted all of who u r since I knew u, n nw, ur my bro.
Tho quite annoying... hahaha!! xDD


Sara!!

HAHAHA!! Elephant legs. xDD
Ur my cousin sis but ur like one of the closest friends I have.
And can be like my own sister.
I luv hanging out with u and V.Shian.
We've been doing it since we were kids and I hope that doesnt ever change.


Chi Yan!! Wei Guan!! Catherine!! See Ling!!! Amy!!! Vivian!!

So many to name..
But I guess these few that I named specially are those that play a huge role in my life.

The most recent additions r Amy n Vivian hahaha!!
My last few months of college life were hell,
but we survived together.
Hopefully, we can continue like so ;)



Oh, and special shoutout to my NS bros.. Jerny! Terrence! Stanley! Brian!! Ah Bing xDD

Although I've been in NS for only abt 2 months,
u guys were like my brothers in the camp...
And I never thought that I would ever get so close with anyone in my life in such a short time.
Haha.



Hmm,
well I guess I'm just being grateful to all the real friends in my life.
And hopefully we can stay that way.

Then
to all those I called friends but arent really so...
Hopefully u guys c an be real friends some day.
Right now, I only got one of these so-called "friends" in my mind...
And I've been avoiding this person for a long time now...
Hope u noe who u are and change ur attitude.



PS: I have NO IDEA why I'm so emo today!!!!

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