2008 has brought me a lot of different emotions, different experiences, and different perspectives of life.


It has made me a so much more different person than when I had just left high school.
There were good and bad times.
And I definitely remember the bad times.


However, there were plenty more good times that helped me get through the year.


To start off with planning for college, surviving NS, and coming back to continue to shft through colleges, was not easy or fun at all!!

But, because of all that, I managed to be more independent and stand up for myself more often.
I began to become my own person, and for that, I'm grateful to those experiences.

In 2008, I've made more friends than I ever expected.
Some of them annoying and a pain in the ass!!
But most of them, awesome people.




I'd especially like to say thanks to some of my special friends before I continue.


To my NS buddies: Jerny, Brian Yo, Terrence, Phraveen, Yi Pin, Ah Boon, Stanley... and the others whom I didn't mention.

Thanks for being sticking with me through it all, even if it was only for a couple of months. I doubt I would have lasted as long without ur help. Honestly, I hated going to the camp!! But I think if I had to go to get to know u all, it was worth it. ;)

Oh yeah, and to Phraveen. Nice to know someone that has at least 90% same interests as me!! I feel like I know u all too well!! And we should definitely meet again sometime. Hehehehe. Don't wait too long!! xD


To my gang friends: My Bean Family (May Kheng, Kai Li, Grace), Chi Yan, Win Jiun, Wei Guan, Chin Kuan, Sy Yuhn, Wai Keat, Mei Yee.

Thanks for letting me know that I didn't leave everyone behind after leaving school.
Its great to know that till today, we're still tight.
U guys have been awesomely cool friends that I don't feel I deserve.
Thanks for being there for me in my happy times, sad times, and psychopathic times!!
I'll pray that the new year doesn't change anything for our friendship, other than make it better!!
And I'll make sure the rest of us continue to stay in touch and be betetr friends, if its the last thing I do!! =P


To my TARC friends: May Shuen, Vanessa, Phooy Shan, Jo, Shu Yi, Cornas, Abby, Henry, Ken, Hiang Chiak.

What can I say? Thanks for everything!!
Thanks for being my friend!!
I'm sorry that I couldn't stay and be with u guys throughout this 2 years, but even though our friendship was short, I wanna thank u all for the way u changed my life!!
I confess, that at first, I thought that just like anyone else, u were just acting nice to me.
But in the end, I realised that u guys truly wanted me as a friend. As a part of u guys.
Thank you in so many million ways that I can't express.
Especially to Jo and her gang (u know who u are xD).
U may not know this but the simple words u said to me before our trip to Japanese House at the petrol station had greater impact on me than u ever expected.
Thank you. =)

You have no idea how much u helped me regained the confidence I never had.


To my SEGI College friends: Vivian, Sze Chenn, Duncan, Rachel, Chelsea, Advycca, Nadhirah, Shaqira, and others again, that I haven't mentioned.

Thanks for this semester. Although I don't know u guys long enough, but still, thanks for being my friend. I don't know if after this 4 years in Segi will change ur perception towards me, but I hope we will get better and become better friends^^

Oh. And special thanks to Rachel who convinced me in my confusion and stress to join SEGi ADP Life. I think this has been one of the best choices I have ever made. U rock!! xD

And also, to my lecturers Mrs. Jaime, Miss Laura, Mr. Chong and Mr. Lee.
Thanks for making college life seem so cool!! It is so much better than I had hoped for in a college here in Malaysia xDD No offence. Heh.


Finally, To my family: Mom, dad, Amanda (sis), Daniel (bro), Sara (cousin sis), Penny (aunt) and the rest of my family.
Thank God none of u will ever read this!!

Mom, I can even begin to describe how grateful I am for everything this year.
Thanks for backing me up when I was completely down against dad.
And thanks for, well, just everything U've ever done for me this year and the years before.
Sorry if I did anything that hurt u. Which I am sure, I did. Sorry.


To my bro and sis, if u ever read this...
Well, just know that I'm pretty glad that u guys haven't been so annoying this year.
Even though, when u do get annoying, u guys are REALLY annoying!!
But, u guys are all right for an annoying 10yo and 12yo. I guess. ==''


To Sara, ur an awesome cousin.
Best I've got really. Like my very own sister.
So, if I ever offended u this year. Sorry.
But know this, I'm not taking back the "elephant" comment!!
Ur legs are just too much!! xDD
Anyway, thanks. For everything.
We'll have much more fun this year than 2008. Look forward 2 it!!


To my aunt Penny, thanks for being the coolest aunt anyone's ever had!!
Reli enjoyed all the outings together and especially the Bangkok trip.
And thanks for giving me a ride to college this sem as well!!
Luved the chat and coffee time before class hehe.


And, to my dad, well, there isn't much I can say.
As much as I really have lots of things to say that aren't so nice, I'll just keep it short and say thanks for waking me up and allowing myself to stand up for myself, even though its against u.
It doesn't change how i feel towards u, but anyway, thanks for not bugging me so much anymore.
Though this only started after I got in SeGI in August so I still wish U hadn't try to destroy me mentally before that!!
Stop smoking okay? Bad for health. Our health. xDD


Haha. And as if I'd forget, To all my fellow blog viewers, especially Siew Lin and See Ling xDD

Well, thanks for making blogging an even more fun experience than I thought it was.

To Siew Lin and See Ling, my loyal blog viewers.... Hahaha!!!
Dunno what to say.
Siew Lin, don't eat too much Char Siew Pao! xDD
See Ling, find one day come out yum cha la!! Hehehehe.



Anyway, thats all the thanks I have for the people who are in my life.
Seriously. I meant every word I said.
Thanks guys. For everything.
Friendship plays probably the biggest role in my life and guys rocked my world in 2008!!



Now that I've gotten all the mushy stuff out of the way, here's my new year resolutions.
I've actually didn't really have much of a new year resolution for the year 2008, but I think I'd manage to fulfill that resolution quite satisfyingly.

For the most part, I've managed to change my entire self completely.
I've become much more independent, confident (not much but, I am.), and best of all, better looking!!
Yes, as u can see, a little bit more cocky as well hahaha!!
Can't wait to go back to Sri Sentosa and watch the expressions on my ex-teachers faces!!
Most of the ppl I havent seen in awhile keep telling me how different I am.
Thank God for that!!

Anyway, I haven't really completely confirmed all my resolutions for the new year, but I suppose there are a few that would really be something I'd want to achieve.

1. I want to further improve myself. Inside and Out. Make myself more confident in myself. Even if it means to the point where I'd tell people I think I look good. xDDD jkjkjk!!

2. I want to get myself to be more fit. So, I want to get myself to exercise more regularly.

3. I want to make sure I achieve excellent results in every single test I have so that I can be that much closer to my dreams of getting a scholarship and going study overseas!!

4. I want to make myself more sociable.

5. I want to be able to make sure I stay in touch with all my friends. I don't wanna forget anyone!!!

6. If possible, maybe get myself a gf? If I could ever.. EVER get the courage and confidence!!!

7. And most of all, I will want to try to make myself finally find the courage to admit something to a certain friend which I have been keeping a secret from that friend for far too long.


So, I suppose that about all I can think of for now. Anything else, I will try try TRY my best to post it here.
I get so lazy these days.
And I will promise to post the Bangkok trip pics up before CNY coz i dun wanna owe ppl things when during CNY xDD...


Well, thats it for this time's entry.
My first entry for 2009.
Hoping that the next time I write here on this same date, I will have acomplished all my new year resolutions^^


2008 has been a great year and all, but its time to make way for a new year.
A better year. My year.
Pleeease let 2009 be a great year!!! xD