Me. My Life. And Crap.



Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 12:34 AM: Can anyone just shoot me?
I seriously dunno what to write these days...


Last time, I had so much to write.
Mostly fun experiences, ever since i joined into SeGi.
I thought my life was finally beginning to settle down.
How wrong was I!!


The sea is always calm before a storm...
Or atleast thats what I think I heard before!!


Now, 2009 seemed at the beginning, to be starting off on a good note.
However, right now it seems to be getting more and more frustrating!!
I dunno y....

I mean, yeah, money probs and crazy assignments does put a damper on things.
Especially the Chemistry assignment.

Argh!!
Reli... Y the hell do I nid 2 take the subject?!
its not like i was in science stream.. ==''



Anyway, mostly, i guess its just me who isnt feeling right these days.
I'm so frustrated by so many things.
Some things that hv 2 do with this new year, but some things are just somehow, frustrating.
Even though, I still aren't so sure wht in the world that thing is!!


I mean, I know there's something there, but its just hard 2 pinpoint.
I wish someone could hypnotize me and make me say whatever is bothering me inside!!

I have thought of letting my friends noe, but I doubt that they could help me much.
I mean, how could they when even I don't understand what is the problem?
Even so, it would be nice if I had some company from them.
I kinda miss them.


Well, I'm usually on the computer these days, listening to songs while watching shows.
Mostly, I on all the music that are inspirational, romantic, or otherwise peaceful.
Coz right now, I cant do happy upbeat and lively songs.

Sigh...
Sry guys about the dull and boring posts lately.
If I am putting a damper on any1's day, I apologize and don't let me keep u frm having a great day. =)

Anyway, I think I'm starting to take this exercise thing more often now.
I heard that exercising helps lessen stress.
So I've been doing some exercise around the house and trying to add a routine of swimming once a week atleast.

I've just went for a swim earlier this evening.



If this exercise thing doesnt help me lessen my stress, atleast there's still hope for one of my new year resolutions then!

I wanna be more fit fit!!

Coz i wanna look gud in the Calvin Klein's T-shirt my big cousin sis, Geraldine gave to me for Christmas. =P

Its a T-shirt that kinda is suitable for ppl wif more muscles and since my arms are so thin, and the sleeves r a bit short, it makes me look SUPER SLIM!!

I must make myself fit enuf to look gud in it!!! xDD


And btw, I've just cut my hair on Thursday.
I went with my mom and W.Keat.

However, the usual guy, Kenza, was busy so we had to make do with his apprentice, Niki.
Well, it wasnt that she was lousy or anything...
She was good.

But, still not up to Kenza's level yet unfortunately.
My mom keeps complaining about how her hair is so bulky these days.
And I.. well... errr... I can't seem to get used to this haircut now.

Mom says my new haircut looks like one side is more heavier than the other side.
And that it makes me look kiddy, or younger...
To me, I just feel like it doesnt suit me.


tis is the best pic i got of it.
the stylist managed to gel it to this look.
So, imagine hw it would look lik whn I tried to do the same thing..
Boom!

My mom aint giving up though.
She keeps calling for another appointment with Kenza to help her straighten out this mess.
But the saloon keeps sayingthat he is fully booked til CNY!
My mom still won't take no for an answer hahaha!!

If possible, I might try 2 get something done again as well.
This just isn't me...



I reli reli RELI wish I could hang out with my friends more often like in December...
It reli is getting dull and boring without them.


And I reli dun feel like doing boring stuff like studying now.
The idea of quitting everything and just enjoying my life right now is soo tempting.
However, I must resist.
Unfortunately.


Sigh.


Someone please oh please help me figure out whats wrong with me or just shoot me in the head!!
Its just so frustrating that I cant seem to understand whats the matter.

I think I might be repeating parts of my sentences in this post, but I reli don't wanna roll back up to check and edit.
Sorry again guys if there are any repeated sentences.

Better head off to bed.
Dad's hair smell beside me is seriously stinking up the premises.
He never washes his hair ==''
Making me feel like puking now.

All that oilyness and stench... ><


G'nite Guys n Gals.^^

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