Me. My Life. And Crap.



Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 11:52 PM: Empty pockets & Twilight movie
Well, I've finally managed to tweak my blog layout to my liking.
Just some small changes but still looks much better than b4 thats for sure!!
All I need 2 do now is find a new pic for my display...


I am one step closer to reaching Bangkok now.
Today, I went to the Immigration Office in Subang to get my Passport done.
Luckily there weren't many ppl there, otherwise who knows how long I'd have to wait!!



By the time I had got my passport, it was absolutely crowded.
Oh well, that's their problem... Not mine!




Sigh.

Earlier tonight, I had to cancel off an outing with Duncan and Wai Keat.
I've finally gone broke.

Well, not exactly broke..
More like I froze my own money.

I've gotta make sure a portion of my money (meaning 90% of it) is kept safe for the Bangkok shopping spree!!
But that ended up in me not having enough money for 2 outings in a row, so I had to cut off 1 of them.

Actually I could've gone for 2 outings but becoz suddenly Sara suggested going to watch Twilight at MV today, I ended up spending rm30 there!!


Obviously I couldn't cut off my Sunday Bean Family Gathering!!
Miss my "bean daughters" xDD

So, sorry Duncan & W.Keat.
Next round k?


And speaking of Twilight, I have to say the movie was AWESOME!!
I luuved the scene where they were all playing baseball.

Damn bloody cool moves!!


Makes a guy almost wish he was bitten by a vampire!!
Almost.



Oh ya, I've recently been digging through my old stuff and found my old Essay book.
I read them again I realized... I can't write like that anymore!


Seriously, no joke.


My recent essays have been really dull and unexpressive.
My past essays however, if not great, atleast managed to show more emotion and expressiveness!!

I'm quite dissapointed at that.

If I'm free, I think I might try and create a section in my blog to put a few of the best essays I have.


Really.
I can't believe that I've gained such a big diff in writing style in just less than a year!!

Which is why, I'll be trying my best to regain that small part of my old self that I lost.
But also not forgetting to persue my new image and self.


These days, I start to feel as though I've finally managed to achieve if not 100%, then at least 80% of my 2008 resolutions!
I mean, I think all I really wanted was for my studies to go well and for myself to create a whole new image and personality.

And I actually did manage to get into a good college and the right course.
Even if I had to go through a couple of diff situations 1st (TARC, F6), I got there in the end.
Thx SeGi!!! :P


And as for my new image, I think I pretty much achieved it when I got rid of tht horrible short hairstyle I had in F5!!
And even better now that I've got this new hairdo and sense of clothes style.


Personality?
I think thats the biggest change in myself.
I don't think I would've dared to do any of the things or acted the way I did during this year before!!

Example:

1. I wouldn't dare to speak up to my father. (which i did to fight for my college course)
2. Be less timid and quiet when making friends. Previously, I would just sit there quietly and hope someone notices me. (Now, I try to be the one who makes the first move^^)
3. Try new things without being afraid of being criticized or letting my own fears take control of me.


Well, actually I think there's a way to sum all the 3 things up there into 1 sentence but I'm just not too sure how now. Haha.

Basically, anything I wasn't b4, I try to be now.
Anything I haven't tried or done b4, I do it now.


So, I'm pretty proud of myself.
Yep. I did good. Gone through hell and arrive at the end of the road, at last.



Now, for 2009's resolutions...

Still need time to think about it but I'll let u guys noe soon!



G'Nite All!!
(running outta nice pictures to put down here... send me some guys!!)