Me. My Life. And Crap.



Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 12:42 AM: Random thoughts...
Erm, this entry aint much, just some thoughts that have been in my head this past couple of days... I'm trying to put the Free Writing technique that Miss Laura taught us in Basic Composition class to good use!! xD

Well here it goes!!

Thought #1: Right, now I'm seriously regretting not buying those MTV Awards 08 tickets from Kin Fang now!! I mean, what was I thinking?! Sure, they were bloody expensive, but I would've gotten to see ppl like... The Script!! Click 5!! Karen Mok!! Leo Ku!! Nicholas Teo!! Stephanie Sun!! Panic at the Disco!! One Republic!!! And the Pussycat Dolls!!!!! For God's sake!! THE Pussycat Dolls!!! But oh well, no point crying over spilt milk... On the bright side? I get to save up more money to get my hair done soon xD

Thought #2: Well, its something I noticed lately, but school has really changed a lot these days. Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about the building or education or teachers.. The teachers are stil as annoying as usual!! Except for a few exceptions^^.. Its the student attitudes n personality n stuff. Back when I was in primary school, we were all just plain innocent and adorable kids. Not to say the primary kids students these days aren't!! I mean seriously, some of them could beat me in a look cool contest! What I'm trying to say is, the attitude they have now is already equal to those in High School! I've never heard them say a vulgar word yet, but I can bet ya'll 10 bucks those little guys yelling f**k and d*u behind our backs! Honestly, the country certainly isn't as advanced as those like the US, but the students are certainly getting there first! I mean, these days its pretty common to hear of dating among 12yr olds. Even 11yr olds sometimes! At this point, I kinda think that I myself need to pick up the pace too because I can't lose out to these little punks. I'm 18yrs old for heavan's sake! xD

Thought #3: Well, Life is certainly changing fast this year. Just this year I've been through work life, National Service, TAR College, Form6, and now in SeGi College. I've taken hits from every single ball God can toss at me. The biggest ball would be my dad, but I'm somehow miraculously still standing. Luck, i call it. But if God were to throw anymore balls down at me, I don't think I can stand anymore. I was pimple and acne free up until SPM came!! Then when it was over, the pimples dissapeared fast. But once it hit year 2008.. BOOM!! My face is like a farming center for pimples!! Though after taking a 1 month hiatus from all things stress this past July, as well as a lot of painful facial treatment from my mom, I can finally say that I'm feeling much more relaxed and pimple free again. Though I doubt I'll ever get to feel the relaxing feeling I used to have back at school ever again.. Hopefully, everthing continues to go smoothly for the remains of this year and 2009 comes with more smooth saillings. Otherwise, you just might be able to see what will happen well a person's head explodes!!

Thoughts #4: Well, It is a shock, but one of my close friends, Christine, had recently told me she was getting married!! Honestly, I thought she was joking at first. We just left school for less than a year, then marrage?! I haven't even began dating yet!!! But I respect her decision and support her completely. If I had to choose any 1 of my friends to get married at 18 right after leaving school and survive the ride, I wouldn't choose anybody other than her. She is the best candidate for the job haha. Seeing her getting married like that makes me wonder if I'll ever get to even find a person I want to be with --lets not say for the rest of my life yet, but-- just as a date or someone I like. I'm such a noob at this asking a girl out and confessing my feelings and stuff like that since i haven't done it before!!! They make it look so easy in movies... I need a teacher for this!!! Oh yeah, as for the details of the wedding, I might post it up later on a seperate entry.

Well, that's a few of the things on my mind for now. Others? I'll post them up later. ;)